Showing posts with label paul schrader. Show all posts
Showing posts with label paul schrader. Show all posts

Nov 25, 2019

LOVE, TRAVIS

Dear Father and Mother: 
July is the month I remember which brings not only your wedding anniversary but also Father's Day and Mother's birthday. I'm sorry I can't remember the exact dates, but I hope this card will take care of them all. 
I'm sorry again I cannot send you my address like I promised to last year. But the sensitive nature of my work for the government demands utmost secrecy. I know you will understand. 
I am healthy and well and making lots of money. I have been going with a girl for several months and I know you would be proud if you could see her. Her name is Betsy but I can tell you no more than that... 
I hope this card finds you all well as it does me. 
I hope no one has died. 
Don't worry about me. One day, they'll be a knock on the door and it'll be me. 
Love, Travis.

Nov 18, 2019

ONLY AS HEALTHY

I tried several times to call her, but after the first call, she wouldn't come to the phone any longer. 
I also sent flowers but with no luck. 
The smell of the flowers only made me sicker. 
The headaches got worse. 
I think I got stomach cancer. 
I shouldn't complain though. 
You're only as healthy, 
you're only as healthy as you feel. 
You're only as... 
healthy... 
as... 
you... 
feel.


Nov 5, 2019

GOD'S LONELY MAN

Loneliness has followed me my whole life. 
Everywhere. 
In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. 
There's no escape. 
I'm God's lonely man.


Aug 24, 2019

OK, SO LONG

Hello Betsy.  
Hi, it's Travis. 
How ya doin'? 
Listen, uh, I'm, I'm sorry about the, the other night. 
I didn't know that was the way you felt about it. 
Well, I-I didn't know that was the way you felt. 
I-I-I would have taken ya somewhere else. 
Uh, are you feeling better or oh you maybe had a virus or somethin', a 24-hour virus you know. It happens. 
Yeah, umm, you uh, you're workin' hard. Yeah. 
Uh, would you like to have, uh, some dinner, uh with me in the next, you know, few days or somethin'? 
Well, how about just a cup of coffee? I'll come by the, uh, headquarters or somethin', we could, uh... 
Oh, OK, OK. 
Did you get my flowers in the...?
You didn't get them? I sent some flowers, uh... 
Yeah, well, OK, OK. 
Can I call you again? Uh, tomorrow or the next day? 
OK. No, I'm gonna... 
OK. Yeah, sure, OK. So long.

Aug 19, 2019

I SEE YOU HERE

I think you're a lonely person. 
I drive by this place a lot and I see you here. 
I see a lot of people around you. 
And I see all these phones and all this stuff on your desk. 
It means nothing. 
Then when I came inside and I met you, I saw in your eyes and I saw the way you carried yourself that you're not a happy person. 
And I think you need something. 
And if you want to call it a friend, you can call it a friend.

Aug 14, 2019

FIRST REFORMED (2018)



From its very first minute, First Reformed, from the longest-working man in show biz, Paul Schrader, is never not engaging. The filmmaker responsible for writing Taxi Driver, Hardcore, and Raging Bullmay not have made a film this engaging since 1997’s Affliction. It’s also very unusually made, with the director choosing a 4×3 aspect ratio, a direct call back to a primitive era of film, and very very rarely moving the camera. Except for the gorgeous opening shot, which slowly tracks from the bottom of red-brick steps to the front doors of an old Dutch Colonial church, every shot is static, and they can go on and on without a break in action or dialogue. Oftentimes, if someone calls a film “point and shoot,” that person means the film lacks identity or style, and that the director is workman-like without a sense of making the story come to life with visual flourish. First Reformed purposely goes for the point and shoot aesthetic, but Schrader uses the style to maximum effect, manifesting Father Toller’s growing indifference, isolation, frustration, and severe battle with his faith.

Speaking of, Ethan Hawke has gone from being an actor that I was too quick to dismiss to one of my absolute favorites. Interviews with him (like the one included on this release) show him to be a very pensive, thoughtful, and likable actor who enjoys genre-hopping in an effort to play different kinds of characters in different kinds of situations. For a long time I held high that his work in Richard Linklater’s Before trilogy was his best, but then First Reformed came along and left me in total awe of his talent. It’s his work in this that’s made me realize the actor doesn’t receive nearly the amount of accolades he deserves. His work here is staggering, and an absolute career high. The archetype of the priest struggling with his faith isn’t a new concept, but when you’ve got Paul Schrader behind that archetype’s tweaking and finessing, turning him into a somewhat of a Travis Bickle character, it absolutely opens up the character into something new. 


In a sense, First Reformed is a fantastic companion piece to Schrader’s Taxi Driver: two men, at odds with society, become seduced by the idea of shaking up that society and putting an end to the evil and sickness that plagues our world at large. Travis Bickle drives taxi cabs and Father Toller presides over thinly attended masses and is forced to serve as a surrogate tour guide for his famous Underground Railroad church, but both men suffer the same disillusionment and horror with their world and both men, perhaps not all there, want to do something about it. The film also contains aspects of Calvinism, to which Schrader subscribes, and which also appeared in a more obvious form throughout Schrader’s Hardcore. Given its religious themes, one might assume that Schrader is lampooning or satirizing religion at large, but that’s not really the case here. Schrader, instead, is telling a story similar to ones he’s told in the past and imbuing a lot of shared themes of loneliness to the point of mental detriment, but this time it just so happens to be a priest. That sounds like Schrader side-stepping a larger potential, but just the opposite: he’s smart enough to not take the easy bait.

First Reformed is very unusually made, and its very pro-environmental message, even though it has a great deal of reason to be there given its story, will probably turn off some audiences, as they don’t mind being preached to up to a certain extent. First Reformed willfully and purposely ups the preaching levels, and for dual purposes: to enhance and justify Father Toller’s descent into radicalism, and to enforce upon the viewing audience: we’re very very close to being eternally fucked. First Reformed will scare you in more than one way, and regardless of how you feel about the film by its end, it’s a long-term unshakeable experience.

Paul Schrader is 72, and has just delivered among the best films in his directorial career.



Aug 12, 2019

AN ANGEL

I first saw her...at 63rd and Broadway. 
She was wearing a white dress. 
She appeared like an angel. 
Out of this filthy mess, she is alone. 
They...cannot...touch...

Aug 5, 2019

SOMETHING BETWEEN US

When I walked in and I saw you two sitting there, I could just tell by the way you were both relating that there was no connection whatsoever. 
And I felt when I walked in that there was something between us. 
There was an impulse that we were both following. 
So that gave me the right to come in and talk to you. 
Otherwise, I never would have felt that I had the right to talk to you or say anything to you. 
I never would have had the courage to talk to you. 
And with him, I felt there was nothing and I could sense it. 
When I walked in, I knew I was right. 
Did you feel that way?